Here's where my problem lies. I am a diligent little researcher, and I have easily found that an MRI tech makes a steady (and larger) income as compared to an English major. So I figured, I can write the Next Great American Novel in my spare time, while comfortably living with my parents while I put several thousand dollars in my bank account in order to buy myself a better life later. It sounded good (and I know this because my mom's fellow schoolmate who is almost twenty years my mom's junior is living the same life, though she's not a "writer"). Then I thought, wait, I would be missing out on everything I've been feed about college since I moved to America. But go to a real university, major in English, and who knows, become a technical writer (while I write the NGAM at home), will greatly depleat my parents' wallets and hurt the future of my own before I am able to pay off any debts.
So, I'm stuck in a place where I have no more information to go on, and I can't make an educated guess. Or an educated decision. The life of a college student has certain appeal, but because at seventeen, I have to decide the general direction of what I really want to do with the rest of my life, I don't know what to do. Maybe I should skip the parties and get a steady job that would support my creative endeavors? Who knows, maybe I'll move to Boston, and maybe there'll be time to attend art school to study fashion. Then I can work for like, RL or Tommy or something.
Anyone else frustrated by the system we've been placed in?!
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