So My Original Idea is FAIL

I know I originally intended this to be writing blog, where I would post random things about, erm, writing.  But I seem to have more personal drama to write about than writing itself.  So I'm going to put down this thought, and I promise I'll make this quick, then I'll rethink what to do with this blog, until I launch... "ADVENTURES IN SLAVLAND! (C)"  It will be my first real travel blog, and it will be legit, people, so WATCH OUT!  (Yeah, I know CAPS LOCK gets attention). Until then, I will continue to rant about my life and wait for summer (I know it's coming; I can smell it).

So, here's the rant:

As April approaches, the buzzing and hubbub about the annual festivities of junior year get louder and louder.  And screechier.  So much louder, that eventually you wish (or rather, I wish), that you had some spare ear plugs in your purse.  That or you would like to put yourself on "Autopilot" so that you just smile and nod.

But really, I hadn't cared, nor given a thought about said event(s).  And at this point, if it weren't for the insane amount of time I spend in school, I wouldn't have put much more thought into it. Only now, I realize that since I've been reclusive, I have no one to attend prom with, and I also don't have any plans for prom.  I mean, I haven't been reclusive, but I've been thinking about how to pay for college rather than how to pay for prom.

And now--today, in fact--I decided that I will coax my parents and my bank account out of a couple hundred dollars, in order to go to prom.  So, yes, in short, I decided that I will be attending prom.  But I'm not sure I really want to.

Which leads me to the question, is it still worthwhile to go without a date, and with your friends instead?  Ehh.

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